Jun 05, 2008 23:35
Summertime officially blows. I've gone back to this point in my life where I feel completely helpless and have no control... over ANYTHING. My job is thirty miles away from where I live and I don't have a car to get back and forth. My rent costs me more than I make in a month. My parents are on my back all the time because I have yet to find a job and I don't find the idea of spending three hours to get to work everyday appealing. So evidently I'm dependent on other people for everything and will never reach a point in which I can do things for myself. My scholarship to the University might go out the window which means that I'll have to drop out and honestly, I just need some clarity here. What do you do when nothing is ever good enough? "Well I guess this is growing up."
What the hell does that mean anyway.