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Yesterday I worked all day. I originally thought I was only working lunch at Macaroni Grill, but then learned upon arrival that I was actually scheduled a double. Joy. So I worked, and worked more, I was Jenn's barback in the morning and Matt's barback at night, 40 bucks for the day just helping out at the bar, not to shabby, must use more commas. So I got off work then came home to find a bunch of people at my house. I wasn't in the mood for dealing with drunken people, and also was beginning to get tired of Brooks living at my house.
I ended up leaving the house and taking a trip down to Calvert County, where I used to live until I was 12 years old after my parents divorced. It was odd seeing my old neighborhood, it reminded me where I came from and was kind of somber. I haven't had a serious conversation with anyone in my family for over two years. When I type that it makes me feel strange. This past Thanksgiving I spent with Alex's family, it was really nice. Being there though, seeing a family function, I don't know. I blame alot on my parents for the way things have turned out... justly? I don't know. I guess every decision, in the end, is made on your own in one sense or another.
But on to today. I worked a shift at lunch that I picked up, and didn't really want to. I picked it up on Saturday because a work friend wanted to go to a concert. I felt bad saying no to him, because I had posted that I was looking to pick up those shifts. I guess I also felt bad because I don't have a life, and he was looking to do something with his. So I got home from work, and putzed around for a little while, ate, and then slept. Went to bed around 6:30, woke up around 10. Depression.
I haven't called the guy from WNAV yet and plan on doing so tomorrow, I have a day off so that'll be nice. I need to get in contact with CVD about bail money that I still haven't retreived from eons ago. I don't know how to get in contact with him, but I guess I'll figure that out.
I watched Ghost in the Shell with Brien tonight. I enjoy movies that make you think about life. Brien said it best saying, "I never realized how much the Matrix ripped off The Ghost in the Shell." It deals alot with thoughts on how reality really exists, and in a future society how cyborgs have human minds or 'ghosts' that give them human intuition. Very good movie. I suppose that this is where the quote of the day will come from.
"When I was a child, my speech feelings and thinking were all those of a child. Now that I am a man I have no more use for childish things. Now I can say these things without help in my own voice."
-Ghost in the Shell
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Yesterday I worked all day. I originally thought I was only working lunch at Macaroni Grill, but then learned upon arrival that I was actually scheduled a double. Joy. So I worked, and worked more, I was Jenn's barback in the morning and Matt's barback at night, 40 bucks for the day just helping out at the bar, not to shabby, must use more commas. So I got off work then came home to find a bunch of people at my house. I wasn't in the mood for dealing with drunken people, and also was beginning to get tired of Brooks living at my house.
I ended up leaving the house and taking a trip down to Calvert County, where I used to live until I was 12 years old after my parents divorced. It was odd seeing my old neighborhood, it reminded me where I came from and was kind of somber. I haven't had a serious conversation with anyone in my family for over two years. When I type that it makes me feel strange. This past Thanksgiving I spent with Alex's family, it was really nice. Being there though, seeing a family function, I don't know. I blame alot on my parents for the way things have turned out... justly? I don't know. I guess every decision, in the end, is made on your own in one sense or another.
But on to today. I worked a shift at lunch that I picked up, and didn't really want to. I picked it up on Saturday because a work friend wanted to go to a concert. I felt bad saying no to him, because I had posted that I was looking to pick up those shifts. I guess I also felt bad because I don't have a life, and he was looking to do something with his. So I got home from work, and putzed around for a little while, ate, and then slept. Went to bed around 6:30, woke up around 10. Depression.
I haven't called the guy from WNAV yet and plan on doing so tomorrow, I have a day off so that'll be nice. I need to get in contact with CVD about bail money that I still haven't retreived from eons ago. I don't know how to get in contact with him, but I guess I'll figure that out.
I watched Ghost in the Shell with Brien tonight. I enjoy movies that make you think about life. Brien said it best saying, "I never realized how much the Matrix ripped off The Ghost in the Shell." It deals alot with thoughts on how reality really exists, and in a future society how cyborgs have human minds or 'ghosts' that give them human intuition. Very good movie. I suppose that this is where the quote of the day will come from.
"When I was a child, my speech feelings and thinking were all those of a child. Now that I am a man I have no more use for childish things. Now I can say these things without help in my own voice."
-Ghost in the Shell
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