this sums it up quite nicely

[markedxbyxtears]

i cut my hair and today i dyed it black again. i love it.
the memorial was good. my dad and mimi flew in from GA so they came which made my week. plus i get to chill with them for 2 weeks. makes me happy i miss them. on the other side....lets just say i despise change. with me its like mixing oil and water...

It's not just a pain
A pain in my back
That lasts on my face
My face every night on the poison that took my lungs
Keeps me from feeling warm

But I could've rooftoped you in London
You're just the same as one in Brooklyn
Nothing is safe but now but now I fight with the words
And I can't see so good

And there's gotta be more
Much more than this
I got pages of dreams covered in piss
And a poison that took my soul
It keeps me from feeling anything

And I could've rooftoped you in London
You're just the same as one in Brooklyn
Nothing is safe but now but now I fight with the words
And I can't see so good
And now I fight with the words
And now I fight with the words
And now I fight with the words

But I could've rooftoped you in London
You're just the same as one in Brooklyn
Nothing is safe but now but now I fight with the words
And I can't see so good
And I can't see so good (I can't see so good)
And I can't see so good (I can't see so good)
And I can't see so good