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I really hate it when people like my cousin Josh jam me up.
I get it. He wants me to be successful and start making money so I can pay my bills. He also wants my assistance with various video projects.
But it really pisses me off when he calls the thing that I absolutely love to do more than anything in the world "dumb".
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU, JOSH.
You're just a short, insecure, little man who has to overcompensate by making a lot of money and talking a big game. You're oozing with insecurity around the fact that you never truly pursued the thing that you actually wanted to do. You instead did a bunch of other stuff that you don't give a fuck about.
I am filled with rage and sadness right now.
I want to be left alone.
I want to do my own thing.
I want to make people laugh and help them lighten the load of their day.
I could truly give a fuck less about making videos about all of this other dumb-ass boring shit.
You're shitting on me because you never did the thing that you wanted to do in life.
I really believe that you are shitting on me, a happy go easy guy, because you never did a goddamned thing that you wanted to.
That's maybe not true. Maybe I've just got the wrong perception of things.
Who fucking knows.
I am done.