Aug 12, 2005 15:47
Lmao, oh my wow. What a night it was what a night it was. I caught these two kids up last night cause I was chaperoning this fricken b-day sleep over, and then I caug ht these two kids up....Here was our convo....
Mark:Hey! What the hell do you think your doing?
Them:We're thirsty.
Mark:I don't give a fuck get back into the tents.
Them:Bu....
Mark: But but but, I don't care, drink eachothers urine
Yeh but then it was really niice bcause I got a lot of alone time. I sat beside myself for like two and a half hours just thinking about whats goin on. What I should do. How much of a screw up I am. How much I wanna be with this person, but I keep having thse feelings, as if somethings going to go wrong, but I really wanna be with her. She's awesome, same with all of her friends. They keep saying she deserves the best.....Am I the best? But I really wanna be wit her. And if she likes me back then why not? Iuno what to do.....N ewyas, then I got to sleep with my baby last night, awwww Shayna, wudda baby girl. lmao, she would cry when I'd leave the tent. N then OH WOW! DO NOT, I MEAN DO NOT! WHERE BEIGE PANTS WITHOUT BOXERS IN THE POOL! I made such an ass out of myself. Ugh, I can't believe that, The girls thought it was amazing, and this one kid Noah kept lookin at it too, But her, if your packin why start slakin right? lmao. Yehh Imma loser. Hmmmmm what else happened. I tried cooking hot dogs on a fire pit, oh wow. It was like burnt on the outside but it was still cold on the inside, NASTY! N then fuk, I didn't go to sleep till I got home at 7am. These fricken people kept screaming and kept asking to sleep in my tent with me. I was like hmmmm, OMG OHK...NO! It was pissing me off. But yeh iuno, last night was great, wuldda been better with you there.....
Thats about it I guess.....Peace
I miss you....A lot
I want you, but r u sure you want me?
I want u to have the best, am I the best?
Or am I just be obscure?
I don't know what Im being,
But I like you.....alot
And I want you....bad
I love her