If they don't care, God doesn't either.
I already knew you didn't care, I already knew you just didn't care. I really thought you would care even a little, but you don't care, I can't believe it from you. I thought we were friends, God I really thought you would have mercy on me, but you didn't care how I felt... or is it just me? I don't understand anything, and I know I've made my mistakes and I know it's all my fault, but I expected a loving welcome, I expected you to talk to me with love, but you don't care how I feel, you don't care, not you or my family or anyone. I don't want to change, I don't want to start that good change, I'm scared, I don't want to give in to anything, I want to be left alone, I want to be left alone, they're not fixing anything, they don't understand me, nobody understands. Seriously my sister wants to advise me now?? she is the person who has hurt me the most!!! and now she wants to advise me?? that's not how things work!! that's not how it works!! I wish she could feel what it feels like to have the best day of your life ruined, I wish she could feel what it feels like to be hindered in something that made you feel good, I wish she could be judged instead of helped so that she feels for once what I feel inside of me. My heart is broken into pieces, and I can only lament in silence.