Finally... I think
Well, I think I have some exciting news. I just bought the phone I wanted so much at last!! (I know that for others it is stupid to buy something like that because I literally just bought a Nokia 1208 phone from 2007 but I don't care what people say about it) lol
But this makes me happy, it makes me feel good and go back in time and I don't know, it fills me with a nostalgia that is valuable to me. I think that sometimes I don't understand what I feel (outside of the phone issue) he is so... I don't know, I don't understand what I want or what I feel when I find out what was really going on, I find out that he treated me badly because he was jealous of someone he talked to, but, definitely his jealousy is stupid because he and I are no longer in a relationship and now he treats me horribly just because he's jealous of a friend of mine, how stupid, really, how dumb.