last wishes

Sep 12, 2008 19:09

if anyone knows of ways to kill themselves that are obtainable for a sick person, i would really appreciate it.  if a dog was in my situation it would either get adopted, fostered or killed. not being a dog, my only option is the latter.

i live with my father but he doesn't provide me with any food, and i'm too sick to do anything about that.

i really need a way out, since this really isn't a life and anyone with these symptoms and a "fatal" disease would have many people supporting their death. living is often far far worse than dying.

if you would like to give me info in private, please email me at marizoowho on yahoo.

i really hope someone can help me out as the physical pain is truly unbearable, and when that lessens i'm able to see that i have no life, barely any friends (none that I actually get to physically see, a few that I talk to once a month or less).

if anyone reads this and doesn't like my position, please keep it to yourself as you have no idea what my life is like on a day to day basis. besides without my father's pension of 30k a year (which is nothing where i live), i will not have enough money to pay the  rent, so really death is far preferable to a cardboard box in the park.
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