L'Chaim
I want a life so badly. But how to get it when I'm bed bound or housebound so much of the time. Correction, that should be "apartment bound".
lonely. lonely. lonely.
with a fucking schmuck of a father. but it is the only place i can live. not that this is living. although it is starvation. but i'm working on changing that. i've been actively working on changing that since november.....
and now i spend my time in the smaller bedroom with less closets, but with a view! yes, a room with a view of trees and sky and of ugly buildings in new jersey. i'm sure they are lovely buildings up close, but from my vantage point, they simply are not. And i do truly remember when there was much less there on that jersey side. teh burbanites were so fearful of nyc, they didn't even want a view of the hudson. but that was back in teh day. way back in the 70s.
so, anyone know a man interested in dating an ailing woman, who has a rent controlled apt with a view. the apartment is probably worth 2 mil.(but we are renters, not owners. alas) and i have a small disability check, which isn't enough to live on, but hey, it's be income from a housewife who does nothing to earn it. not a bad deal, eh? so bring in the men. where are the men. maybe they're______ [oops can't remember the last line. sorry, babs.]
lonely. lonely. lonely.
with a fucking schmuck of a father. but it is the only place i can live. not that this is living. although it is starvation. but i'm working on changing that. i've been actively working on changing that since november.....
and now i spend my time in the smaller bedroom with less closets, but with a view! yes, a room with a view of trees and sky and of ugly buildings in new jersey. i'm sure they are lovely buildings up close, but from my vantage point, they simply are not. And i do truly remember when there was much less there on that jersey side. teh burbanites were so fearful of nyc, they didn't even want a view of the hudson. but that was back in teh day. way back in the 70s.
so, anyone know a man interested in dating an ailing woman, who has a rent controlled apt with a view. the apartment is probably worth 2 mil.(but we are renters, not owners. alas) and i have a small disability check, which isn't enough to live on, but hey, it's be income from a housewife who does nothing to earn it. not a bad deal, eh? so bring in the men. where are the men. maybe they're______ [oops can't remember the last line. sorry, babs.]