scared. not a poem

[mariz]

I’m scared.

period.

sick and scared.

and I no longer feel like I know how to socialize.

I used to jabber on the phone for hours and hours.

Now I have nothing to say.

After more than 5.5 years of illness and isolation I guess that isn’t surprising.

but I need to learn to chit chat.

so I can find a roommate.

or a man.

I’m scared.