Jan 12, 2008 17:39
Be bigger
Be better
Be faster
That's what the voices used to say.
Now they say
Be better, be bigger, be faster
But each one means something totally and completely different.
translation: be better = just BE well. just do it. Just be a little bit "normal." People really say that to me. Even though I was NEVER normal. even before i got sick.
be bigger = be a bigger person (not fatter, that i've succeeded at very well), be a bigger person when people are mother fucking assholes to me, that's what people think i should do. that's what i think i should do. but i will not do that any more. i deserve respect. and if you do not respect me and treat me well then good bye. except for one person. because i need her kids in my life. but she hasn't been good to me for a long time. oh bits here and there, but really, mostly a fucking bitch like the rest.
faster = self explanatory...