knit. knit. knit. Knit what?
I feel like I need to knit. That that is the only thing that will end this inner rampage I'm having right now. But I have no clue as to what to knit.
I got the pattern for a fabulous sweater designed by Norah Gaughan. She's a goddess in the knitting world, although she works for a compnay that sells pretty shitty yarn. They've been trying to upgrade the yarn, however, it seems to me that so far it's mostly the price that's been upgraded.
So, I got the pattern and then went to look at the yarn. I don't like it. And it's hard to substitute because it's variegated. And this pattern is a sweater made of hexagons, and the variegations of the yarn show the shape of the hex's, so it really is integral to the sweater. OH FUCK. That's all I can say.
Maybe I'll get one skein and see if the yarn is as bad as I know it is.
FUCK IT!! I should just give myself a 4k budget for the yarn.
I need to find a man to support me. How the hell do i do that??????????????
I guess when it comes down to it rob might take me in. but he has a really small house. i'm not sure it would work past an immediate crisis/need.
Somehow I need to get my friend Will to fall in love with me. But I don't know how to do that. And he's a very hard nut to crack in that department. Which is why he's still single. He lived with a girlfriend for 3 years and then just dumped her! Yep. After 3 years of living together, decided she wasn't the one for him. Jesus fucking christ. that's all i can say to that.
not that he's the first man i know to do something like that. i know one who did it after more than 10 years and buying a house together. they broke up because she thought the relationship was "more permanent" than he did!!!! Yes, another asshole. Although I don't think W is an asshole. Although this second guy, really is. As apparently is my last ex. and the fuck buddy guy. they are BIG assholes.
i'd like to move on from them. but it's hard when i can't leave the house.
I got the pattern for a fabulous sweater designed by Norah Gaughan. She's a goddess in the knitting world, although she works for a compnay that sells pretty shitty yarn. They've been trying to upgrade the yarn, however, it seems to me that so far it's mostly the price that's been upgraded.
So, I got the pattern and then went to look at the yarn. I don't like it. And it's hard to substitute because it's variegated. And this pattern is a sweater made of hexagons, and the variegations of the yarn show the shape of the hex's, so it really is integral to the sweater. OH FUCK. That's all I can say.
Maybe I'll get one skein and see if the yarn is as bad as I know it is.
FUCK IT!! I should just give myself a 4k budget for the yarn.
I need to find a man to support me. How the hell do i do that??????????????
I guess when it comes down to it rob might take me in. but he has a really small house. i'm not sure it would work past an immediate crisis/need.
Somehow I need to get my friend Will to fall in love with me. But I don't know how to do that. And he's a very hard nut to crack in that department. Which is why he's still single. He lived with a girlfriend for 3 years and then just dumped her! Yep. After 3 years of living together, decided she wasn't the one for him. Jesus fucking christ. that's all i can say to that.
not that he's the first man i know to do something like that. i know one who did it after more than 10 years and buying a house together. they broke up because she thought the relationship was "more permanent" than he did!!!! Yes, another asshole. Although I don't think W is an asshole. Although this second guy, really is. As apparently is my last ex. and the fuck buddy guy. they are BIG assholes.
i'd like to move on from them. but it's hard when i can't leave the house.