good news
good news! many of my symptoms have subsided. including waking up in pain!! it's the new treatments. i'm still very badly off, but also so much better, too. that's the craziest part of this disease.
have become e-mail friends with another cfidser. he's very sweet. but i'm not sure i can handle more than e-mail right now.
too down about other things. the "holiday" season is upon us and it is not a holiday for me. no where to go for any of them. very depressing. i am going to ask one friend if i can join them. i did 2 years ago and it was wonderful. and i know her family my whole life. but she has nixed me now 2 years in a row. the saddest part. she used to be my one friend left. now it's really 1/4 of friend. not one real friend left. well, i guess i have one in virginia, but it's different. although i love his 4 year old daughter dearly. she is fabulous. very, very smart. i've only met her a few times, but we've always had a great time together. apparently, she doesn't respond this way to everyone. that's real friend. yes, i forgot. I've got Abby. Who will be 5 in January. but she is a sweet and generous friend. whenever i visit she wants me to sleep over. and she is clever. 7 or 8 months ago, so really much closer 4 years old, she mentioned her mother to me. Her parents are separated and she doesn't know that I know her mother fairly well, and even went vacationing with her. I think she wanted to see my response. Following this, she asked her father if I could stay. He asked her "where would she sleep? can she sleep in your bed?" Abby, said "yes." But I pointed out that her bed is too small for me. So she said i could sleep in her father's bed. So he asked "then where will I sleep?" and she said "in your bed, too." Four years old, folks! and already getting her day a girlfriend!
I wish she lived closer.
now i get to cry for a while. hmmm.. haven't done that yet today. guess it's past time.
have become e-mail friends with another cfidser. he's very sweet. but i'm not sure i can handle more than e-mail right now.
too down about other things. the "holiday" season is upon us and it is not a holiday for me. no where to go for any of them. very depressing. i am going to ask one friend if i can join them. i did 2 years ago and it was wonderful. and i know her family my whole life. but she has nixed me now 2 years in a row. the saddest part. she used to be my one friend left. now it's really 1/4 of friend. not one real friend left. well, i guess i have one in virginia, but it's different. although i love his 4 year old daughter dearly. she is fabulous. very, very smart. i've only met her a few times, but we've always had a great time together. apparently, she doesn't respond this way to everyone. that's real friend. yes, i forgot. I've got Abby. Who will be 5 in January. but she is a sweet and generous friend. whenever i visit she wants me to sleep over. and she is clever. 7 or 8 months ago, so really much closer 4 years old, she mentioned her mother to me. Her parents are separated and she doesn't know that I know her mother fairly well, and even went vacationing with her. I think she wanted to see my response. Following this, she asked her father if I could stay. He asked her "where would she sleep? can she sleep in your bed?" Abby, said "yes." But I pointed out that her bed is too small for me. So she said i could sleep in her father's bed. So he asked "then where will I sleep?" and she said "in your bed, too." Four years old, folks! and already getting her day a girlfriend!
I wish she lived closer.
now i get to cry for a while. hmmm.. haven't done that yet today. guess it's past time.