Oct 14, 2007 23:14
I cannot stand how I can't stand any amount of stress. I used to thrive on stress! Seriously. If I wasn't a little stressed at work, I was bored out of my mind. Now, I need to steel myself to look at an e-mail! And the e-mail is from someone who is helping me deal with a stressful thing! So, by dealing with the e-mail, I'm actually getting out of dealing with the stressful thing, yet it took me 4 weeks! to do it. And that includes a kindly prodding phone call as well.
Who the hell have I become? I want the old me back. The one who was capable and reliable and really smart. Oh, yeah, and she got to have fun once in a while....