Blah blah blah. Order. Schedule. Blah blah blah
I think I need to create some order in my life. I remember thinking this way at what turned out to be the beginning of this illness.
I am so miserable. Maybe some sort of schedule of things would help me. And maybe it wouldn't. Especially when I can't follow the schedule because I'm too sick.
I did one small step and started a private journal, that I must write in every day. I thought the structure of writing every day might help with the lost and alone feeling I have pretty much all the time. I think it's a good idea, but I need more.
Ahh... now I remember I was also supposed to add "wash hair once a week." Oops, I forgot about that.
slow and steady.... slow and steady.....
I am so miserable. Maybe some sort of schedule of things would help me. And maybe it wouldn't. Especially when I can't follow the schedule because I'm too sick.
I did one small step and started a private journal, that I must write in every day. I thought the structure of writing every day might help with the lost and alone feeling I have pretty much all the time. I think it's a good idea, but I need more.
Ahh... now I remember I was also supposed to add "wash hair once a week." Oops, I forgot about that.
slow and steady.... slow and steady.....