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im goin crazy with all the thoughts that course through my fucked up head i try and control them but all i get is more fucked up thoughts and it makes me wonder if i was ever ment to be happy... i mean legitametly happy im starting to think not aside form all the bull shit thats fucking up my life at the moment and the thoughts that i cant seem to get out of my head nothings ok and i cant fucking take it anymore i just want to quit every thing and never have to hear about it again i want to take all my thing and burn them and not have to worry about what i have and dont have cause they are all material things that have no baring on what you do or dont do in life they control you what you own isnt who you are its what you think you are and i dont what to think im anything right now i just what to be me.