Jul 24, 2005 16:04
I did it.
I literally heard the voice in my head telling me to stop while we were under the kitchen table, but it only made us move to the car.
Come on. Under the kitchen table. Doesn't that mean you want some privacy...Don't look bitches.
Yep. I did it.
I swore to myself over a year ago that it would never happen again, but it did.
It wasn't even worth it. I shouldn't have gone. Should have went to work.
Why? Because I'm stupid and have a strong lack of willpower. Yep. That's right. I sure do. No willpower whatsoever.
I suck.
Good news though...I'm not really hurt that it happened and the way it ended. I'm only upset that I swore to myself not to let it happen.