Moving hard or easy?
Most ppl think moving would be easy.But i kno from experience that its the hardest think ever to do.You move somewhere from where u grew up and where u know ur way around.I left my home town at age 9.I thought it would be easy but it wasnt i had to leave ppl that i was friends with since i was born.And now i have to do it once again i have to leave a place i grew to love and the ppl i also grew to love. At first i thought it would be easy becuz i went threw it once but this place that i live in now is more of a home than Palm bay ever was to me.I made friends and hung out with ppl i most likely would never had if i didnt move.But sarasota opened me up to a world that i love.My middel school had opened me up to a huge amount of different ppl,races,and things. I never thought that i would have to leave this place after i moved here. But i was wrong. U never really relize how much u love someone or thing until u r getting ready to lose it or have already lost it.My friends here are awesome and i love them to death i will try much harder to stay in touch with you guys unlike i did when i moved to sarasota.You all have tought me so much about life and myself.I dont think i could have gotten threw all the bad things that happened to me with out you guys and i really just want to thank you all.But the fact of the matter is is that moving is not as easy as it seems.Its like you have to pack up ur life and leave some of it behind becuz u cant bring ur friends where u move.I mean yeah sure you can always carry them in ur heart and remember them and the times u shared but umm...U cant physicaly take them with you.I really hope u guys know how much u mean to me.And i hope i mean something to you.u all are awesome and i luv you. moving is way harder the second time around.Something i have always said to ppl is be real dont act like someone ur not dont try to impress someone.if they dont like you for ur self then screw them. U dont need them if they think u need to be different or like them.Dont let someone put u down on sumthing they said about you.And you'll never see the starz if ur always looking down so start looking up at what u think of the world and ur self.The only opion that should really matter to you is ur own becuz if u dont think of ur self in a great way u'll be torn down in the real world really fast.I have learned that already and im only 14 yrs old. I relized thinks ppl dont relize till their at least 20 or older.U guys have tought me some of these things. I hope this wasnt to long of any entry but i need to say that stuff now so that i wont have to tell you all at different times. UR all special in ur own ways and i luv you for that reason.
♥ Koshis
♥ Koshis