sad.
Its so hard sometimes to separate feelings. For example... feelings of friendship & feelings of love. If they are not completely separated it is hard to continue a relationship between two people who are on different wavelengths of friendship & love.
This saddens me as I want to continue a friendship with a person I still consider my friend, yet due to their internal dilemma with their feelings I cannot continue this friendship until those ties on a romantic level are gone.
The only way I can communicate is by typing my feelings here. This decision was made solely by me. I can distinguish between love and friendship, I am able to stay friends with my exes quite well. There is a part of time though that has to pass so that the separation is final and complete. Unfortunately that time has not passed yet as subtle hints are written out and posted in various locations and I cannot deal with seeing them any longer. Until this is settled I am going to be reducing my time online, cutting back my posts on boards and will continue some posts here in my journal to express anything that needs to be said in reference to the current situation.
I'm sorry to cause any pain, it was never my intention, yet unfortunately this must be done to ensure that the feelings of love are put away in a box deep inside to be taken out only for remembrance sake.
I have to leave on that note.
Goodnight.
This saddens me as I want to continue a friendship with a person I still consider my friend, yet due to their internal dilemma with their feelings I cannot continue this friendship until those ties on a romantic level are gone.
The only way I can communicate is by typing my feelings here. This decision was made solely by me. I can distinguish between love and friendship, I am able to stay friends with my exes quite well. There is a part of time though that has to pass so that the separation is final and complete. Unfortunately that time has not passed yet as subtle hints are written out and posted in various locations and I cannot deal with seeing them any longer. Until this is settled I am going to be reducing my time online, cutting back my posts on boards and will continue some posts here in my journal to express anything that needs to be said in reference to the current situation.
I'm sorry to cause any pain, it was never my intention, yet unfortunately this must be done to ensure that the feelings of love are put away in a box deep inside to be taken out only for remembrance sake.
I have to leave on that note.
Goodnight.