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How did i loose you
Was it something i did
How come you never loved me like you love her
Am i retarded or something
I guess i'll never understand
AHH.. my day was going okay and this had to fuck it up. I hate myself for getting wrapped in things that have no meaning anymore. But my birthday was great i loved it. I got my second holes, manicure, pedicure, A TOM PETTY shirt, USA shirt, A CELL PHONE. I was supper excited. But the fact that i still have a stranger living on my couch creeps me out to a new extreme but i think that he is leaving today so YES!!
I have tennis tomorrow which is great because i love it and i'm improving so that makes it 100% better but it would be better if Megan was in it.
FUCK, DOUBLE FUCK
I wish there was a drug i could take that would make everything A.O.K. but not in the illegal way or perscription way either. I wish i didn't have to work so hard to be happy. Why is it so easy for everyone else but me??
Was it something i did
How come you never loved me like you love her
Am i retarded or something
I guess i'll never understand
AHH.. my day was going okay and this had to fuck it up. I hate myself for getting wrapped in things that have no meaning anymore. But my birthday was great i loved it. I got my second holes, manicure, pedicure, A TOM PETTY shirt, USA shirt, A CELL PHONE. I was supper excited. But the fact that i still have a stranger living on my couch creeps me out to a new extreme but i think that he is leaving today so YES!!
I have tennis tomorrow which is great because i love it and i'm improving so that makes it 100% better but it would be better if Megan was in it.
FUCK, DOUBLE FUCK
I wish there was a drug i could take that would make everything A.O.K. but not in the illegal way or perscription way either. I wish i didn't have to work so hard to be happy. Why is it so easy for everyone else but me??