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When i want something my mom tells me to ask. She makes it a very important point to let me know that she in fact cannot read my mind.
Yet when she wants something i'm just supposed to know.
for example.
mom: i cant believe you didnt do the dishes
me: you didnt ask? you said you were comming right back
mom: i shouldnt have to ask, you should just know.
me: right.. ok.
She went to the store and was gone for like 25 minutes.
How the fuck was i supposed to know she wanted me to do the dishes if she didnt say anything??
Please answer me that much.
Sometimes i just feel like screaming at her, how much it sucks to live in the same house with someone who has to control everything.
Honestly, she makes everything 10 times more difficult then it should be.
Its like without even realizing it she belittles me.
like this afternoon
mom: i need to get chips and cheesies at the store, should i get pretzels to?
me: yeah cause if no one eats them i can
mom: i dunno maybe that would be over soing it.
me: then dont get chips. no one here eats chips.
mom: marissa arent you dieting.
and she didnt even try to be nice about it
she said it in a way that you know someone who hated you would say it.
why does she feel the great need to put me down.
She does it in front of other people to.
If i spend the nigh in town
She feels the great need to tell everyone i'm hungover.
Even if i wasnt drinking that night.
It makes me so mad.
She makes me wish i was never born.
I dont think your mother is supposed to make you feel that way.
I feel so alone.
Its like without sis around i cant stand up to her
I just want to avoid conflict
Because i know she will throw everything i've ever done back in my face.
She has her moments.
When i really think i dont hate her.
But none of them are recent.
anyway
enough of that
Yet when she wants something i'm just supposed to know.
for example.
mom: i cant believe you didnt do the dishes
me: you didnt ask? you said you were comming right back
mom: i shouldnt have to ask, you should just know.
me: right.. ok.
She went to the store and was gone for like 25 minutes.
How the fuck was i supposed to know she wanted me to do the dishes if she didnt say anything??
Please answer me that much.
Sometimes i just feel like screaming at her, how much it sucks to live in the same house with someone who has to control everything.
Honestly, she makes everything 10 times more difficult then it should be.
Its like without even realizing it she belittles me.
like this afternoon
mom: i need to get chips and cheesies at the store, should i get pretzels to?
me: yeah cause if no one eats them i can
mom: i dunno maybe that would be over soing it.
me: then dont get chips. no one here eats chips.
mom: marissa arent you dieting.
and she didnt even try to be nice about it
she said it in a way that you know someone who hated you would say it.
why does she feel the great need to put me down.
She does it in front of other people to.
If i spend the nigh in town
She feels the great need to tell everyone i'm hungover.
Even if i wasnt drinking that night.
It makes me so mad.
She makes me wish i was never born.
I dont think your mother is supposed to make you feel that way.
I feel so alone.
Its like without sis around i cant stand up to her
I just want to avoid conflict
Because i know she will throw everything i've ever done back in my face.
She has her moments.
When i really think i dont hate her.
But none of them are recent.
anyway
enough of that