Ahh... not much to say
Let me tell u... life is pretty good, but i have gotten so used to the same things everyday, it kinda bums me out. I know how everyday is going to go, and i realize that i'm caught up in a cycle that is safe but not very fulfilling
I feel as if one day i'm going to wake up and wonder "what the hell was accomplished and learned during my junior year?!" Sure, qualing for state and going to national tournaments is freckin awesome, but i want More!
I want to love, be loved, be surprised in the middle of the night with a single red rose, cry because of the infinite beauty i haven't been exposed to, learn the deepest darkest secrets about another person, let someone know every little detail about me and still have them think that i'm beautiful... darn it- thats what i want and in someway, need!
Gosh, i've been really emotional these past few days and i really dont know why... i was at church yesturday (palm sunday) and was singing along w/ the choir & then i started crying just thinking about all the stuff that has been going on lately. its pretty crazy...
I dont wana bore u guys any more, but i just wanted to get all my feelings and mixed emotions out
luv ya lots -*Marissa*
I feel as if one day i'm going to wake up and wonder "what the hell was accomplished and learned during my junior year?!" Sure, qualing for state and going to national tournaments is freckin awesome, but i want More!
I want to love, be loved, be surprised in the middle of the night with a single red rose, cry because of the infinite beauty i haven't been exposed to, learn the deepest darkest secrets about another person, let someone know every little detail about me and still have them think that i'm beautiful... darn it- thats what i want and in someway, need!
Gosh, i've been really emotional these past few days and i really dont know why... i was at church yesturday (palm sunday) and was singing along w/ the choir & then i started crying just thinking about all the stuff that has been going on lately. its pretty crazy...
I dont wana bore u guys any more, but i just wanted to get all my feelings and mixed emotions out
luv ya lots -*Marissa*