Mar 16, 2017 23:28
28: sunrise or sunset?
It depends. I mean, I appreciate both of them but I'm generally only awake for one of them. There is something magical about being awake, coherent and observant of a sunrise but more than two in a row and I don't have the patience or mental acuity to even register it's happening. Each have beautiful colours in them but the sunset ones are definitely more vibrant (or maybe my brain's just more online at that point) and I notice them more.
There's a very long non-answer to that question.
I THINK I'm nearing the end of my bankruptcy journey (aside from the 7-year lower credit score that will follow me around but idgaf). I spent $22 to send a fax to hopefully circumvent having to deal with student loan ever, ever, ever again and they can suck 15 bags of dicks, basically.
This week I also think I identified why I'm not happy with my current job. I believe it's because I'm stuck in an office all day, every day and some days don't even talk to the other two people in the building with me. It wouldn't be any better if I were at the shop building, either, because I still wouldn't interact with anyone. It's great having my own office and some autonomy and everything but I guess I've changed more than I thought after being at the paper. We'll see how the next couple months go now that I've identified that and see if I can't find a healthy alternative to be happier at work.
I also reached out to an old friend who I lost touch with back in 2010 because of something stupid. I have before and will likely continue to cut people out of my life but this was a stupid thing done in the heat of a depressive episode before I was put on medication and it's one of the very few times I felt badly about what happened. I sent him a FB message and friend request a few days ago. He added me back but didn't reply so so the ball is in his court now. We're many provinces apart so it's not like I'll see him anytime soon and it doesn't affect my daily life but I have missed knowing about him and discussing movies with him. We'll see where that goes.
The weather has been lovely the past few days and our three days of snow has almost all been taken care of since Tuesday. I started the week off in boots and pants and today was in a dress with no socks. Good old Alberta for you. The shitty thing was that today I saw so many prairie dogs that'd been run over. :( Where I work it's an industrial area surrounded by fields so there's rabbits and prairie dogs EVERYWHERE. I just hope I don't hit one myself.
life: money,
fandom: memes,
life: i got this! job,
life: friends