LOLOLOLOL
Wow, I SO don't want to be here anymore.
Like, the publisher doesn't come back until next week and I'm pretty sure everyone is dreading it. When one of the (remaining) management staff is 90% scared of being yelled at (on the low end of the anger reaction scale) you know the place is awful.
I hesitated a lot at how to word that because up until C left I defended this place and stood by it. I didn't realize how quickly I would turn.
I woke up this morning feeling a hint that something is coming for me (like, job-wise, not a premonition of death or injury by a supernatural creature). I have nothing to back that up but it felt different this morning. I am holding on to that feeling to get through my days right now. And drugs. Mmm. Drugs.
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Actual conversation between my mom and I on Friday during the drive for the shopping trip:
(Random topic that I don't remember)
Mom: I don't think so Tim.
Me: ... You don't say that in public, do you?
Mom: no. It's a New Brunswick thing.
Me: it's from HOME IMPROVEMENT! (A show my mom hated, FYI)
Mom: ...
Like, the publisher doesn't come back until next week and I'm pretty sure everyone is dreading it. When one of the (remaining) management staff is 90% scared of being yelled at (on the low end of the anger reaction scale) you know the place is awful.
I hesitated a lot at how to word that because up until C left I defended this place and stood by it. I didn't realize how quickly I would turn.
I woke up this morning feeling a hint that something is coming for me (like, job-wise, not a premonition of death or injury by a supernatural creature). I have nothing to back that up but it felt different this morning. I am holding on to that feeling to get through my days right now. And drugs. Mmm. Drugs.
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Actual conversation between my mom and I on Friday during the drive for the shopping trip:
(Random topic that I don't remember)
Mom: I don't think so Tim.
Me: ... You don't say that in public, do you?
Mom: no. It's a New Brunswick thing.
Me: it's from HOME IMPROVEMENT! (A show my mom hated, FYI)
Mom: ...