Advent Calendar 2015: Day 16

Dec 17, 2015 00:43



My uterus can throw take a short walk off a long pier. I missed ONE day of my pill (FOUR days ago!) and suddenly it thinks it's time to unleash the Red Sea. It could be a snap reaction because I fucking HATE having my period and I'm in such a shitty mood about it but it's looking more and more like in April when I go for my follow up with the obstetrician I've been referred to that I'm going to have a hysterectomy. An ablation wouldn't work for me because the doctor said he couldn't guarantee the bleeding will stop and I still have 18-19 years of FUN PERIOD-HAVING TIME!

At first my gut reaction was to say no, I didn't want to go ALL the way and have everything yanked out but at this point I don't care. I know I'm not having kids. If, somehow and for some reason, I decide I want one or more there are SO MANY out there that need homes, either through adoption or fostering. I've always held this opinion, even when I was a kid, so that option is there. And as each year passes I become more against bringing someone new into the world, with the way everything is going on a global scale. I couldn't bring myself to want to put a kid through all this bullshit right now.

Plus, no one wants another me running around, LOL.

Advent time! sophia_clark asked for Sterek, Sciles, Steter, Scisaac, McHaleinski, pack orgies, etc. :) Wallpaper size = 1600x900. My favorite colors are purple, blue & green, & I'm sophia of spades if you want to do sig tags.

I went with sig tags because there was more freedom for me to focus on the different pairings you mentioned and my brain couldn't come up with anything fic-wise.








Glad the next two days are empty, to be honest, because I have a fullmoon_ficlet due Friday so I want to be able to work on that tomorrow without worrying I'm neglecting someone.

life: health, fic: teen wolf, fandom: communities, life: christmas 2015, fandom: advent 2015

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