quick update

[marish143]

Well today Im starting a lemon juice fast hopefully that will workout and maybe help me with my binges. I really hope I can get this under control before school starts because If i keep doing what Im doing Im going to BLOW up even more. So Ive got to be strong and do this fast. Ne ways, Im off to Las Vegas tomorrow morning for a few days. Its part of my 18th birthday present (well an early one). We are staying in Circus Circus hotel which has an amusement park inside the hotel. So hopefully that will be fun and exciting. Im lookin forward to getting away from this place for a few days. Im hoping to get some suviners so maybe Ill get my Krystal and Stephie one =-) cuz I know I CARE for them..so ne ways things are going alright but I would like them to be better. I need a job (ha whats new) and I needa lose at least 10 lbs before school starts which I dont think is going to happen but hey I could help that by not stuffin food in my face every 5 minutes. o0o I got a tattoo like a week ago! its a pink butterfly on my lower back! its really pretty. I thought I would be coming out crying but it didnt hurt that bad. I wanna put "lil shit" underneath it cuz thats what my mom calls me and my sister and so my sister is going to get the same tattoo as me whenever we get back to the beach so thats kinda cool. well i just thought i would update since i havent in a while ..well im off to pack for the trip! i hope everyone is having a FUN summer..unlike mee =-(

ps GO SEE WEDDING CRASHERS!! its a great movie..VERY funny