Feb 04, 2011 11:58
If my ego got any bigger the world would need bigger doors.
Got Nicki the Hustler back on track. We purchased a 5 bedroom, 2 bath home with seller-carried financing. Immediately the hateration came out strong. "Well, you don't OWN the house."
Guess who's paying for all repairs, all property taxes, and carrying insurance? WE ARE. I've got a slight real estate background -- it's called a land contract. Stupid bitches need to learn that hard money loans (aka, your mortgage) are not the only way to go in this game at all. It's just that LC's are tougher. Way tougher.
Someone called my girl a snob -- excuse me? We're snobs because we want a great place for that 6 year old little girl to live? FUCK OFF.
Not even going to let it ruffle my feathers. I'd rather go and collect my 15 grand ... oops, sorry, did I say that out loud? While little haters have been doin' their dance, I've been doing mine. I'm all about results in 2011 -- getting paid, getting my shine on and leading the way for *real* women to have *real* inspiration. You might not like what comes out of my trap, but I'm as real as it gets.
Why is this post public? Because I needed to get these things off my chest, and it's my journal. I apologize to my golden circle that's been on my LJ since the beginning. Just being real as hell, and that's the way it is for me.
Y'all, I love anime and I love writing, but right now I'm too busy with paid stuff to really write about your two favorite characters boinking each other. I'm all about the boinking, sittin' sideways and going towards the reverse side of the reverse side with it, but I'm just too busy.
Does that mean my stories are cancelled? Fuck no. But as my FF.net profile says, *I* am on hiatus. More like "Hi, you ate us!" but hey, a bitch gets hungry.
I had to dig real deep in my soul over the last few months. There were some scary things... we found out that I had a severe vitamin deficiency. That's why 2010 sucked so damn bad. That makes me cry -- I missed out on a solid six-figure income (my business partner estimated that we would have probably cleared at least 175K, if not more .... per company. Multiply that by 3, and you have one pissed off business bitch right here.
So I'm going back to fundamentals. I'm lifting some weight and doing some cardio. Getting back into the game. I'd like to lose 125 pounds before my bday next year -- 7/21/2012. That's going to be tough, but it's so worth doing.
I can't be the boss of all bosses when I'm fighting for air.
I can't be the baddest bitch in the game when I can hardly get out of bed.
I can't be the best auntie in the world if my joints pop and ache every damn day of my life.
This isn't to turn heads or stop traffic... I do that already. I have never hurt for company, male or female. Ever. My solitude is a choice because I'm about my career and my family, and men get in the way of that on the whole.
I'm still fairly CF, though I wouldn't mind "settling" if the right man was involved... and I think everyone who reads this LJ knows who that is... but since this is public, I'mma just grin and dip out right here. :D
I'm sorry if I came across extra special cuntalicious -- just been a lot on my mind, that's all. It's time to roll out!