Where the hell did this week go?!
So, the client that's been running me ragged the last few weeks got me connected with another client and he's loving my work. Apparently Client J showed off my work like whoah and wouldn't shut up -- love when that happens.
Got a little distracted -- JT is back from dealing with drama, and we spoiled each other with a lot of time and energy. It was something I knew I would regret due to the fact I have so much work on my plate, but if I can't take off time for my boy, what the fuck is the point?
I just want to be great, damnit. Why not have an empire with the entire world in the ridges and lines of my hand? As long as my JT all in, I'm all in. He told me that -- don't give up. I know my chessboard rules. When you play the game, you play it to the end. I made a commitment as a Careerist to see this game to the end. I promised Marli that I wouldn't give up just because it gets hard. I'm not going to give up, ever, until I get what I fucking want. Have I ever settled for anything less than my own desires? Very rarely :)
Second company is driving me nuts -- setbacks in second quarter? NOT GOOD! Also, my development team is behind on our Christmas promotion. I know, it's only June...but November will be fucking here, and SEO doesn't wait for anyone. I'm trying to not flip out -- but pretty soon we'll be celebrating Independence Day -- I need to make sure that I have all of my campaigns in place before we pursue that.
Alright -- 1600 words, bed, then getting up to start my day earlier than today -- I didn't really swing into work until like fucking 7:30pm - craziness. I'll force myself to get into writing one way or another. I need to get over this fear that my writing game's off -- bitches are affecting my hustle with that negativity. I've been doing this shit for eight years -- I dream headlines. I'm breaking through the sticky tar of negativity of other people -- drives me nuts. Everybody has something to say about what I do, but no suggestions on what I need to that would be so much better. Like I said -- I'm trying to turn over a new page in my life.
I swear, I'm not TV ready -- if I counted all the times I swear in a post...that's a hell of a lot of fuckin' beeps. Somebody asked me once, "Jeez, do you kiss your mother with that mouth?" "No, but my boyfriend's head over heels from my killer French kiss!" LOL..
I think I want to get back into fanfiction soon. I've got like 3500 words for Clearing His Frustrations -- it's time to bring the sexy back! I love fluff and romance like anyone else, but I really need to get back to what I do best -- it's time to get things steamy again :) I sense this weekend will be fanfiction city if I can find the strength to really push through my day. I need to get back up to 16K word days again. :D Right now, I'm clearing 7-8K -- not bad, but if I wanted to be average I wouldn't be a copywriter, you know. I know, I know...being hard on myself.
Got a little distracted -- JT is back from dealing with drama, and we spoiled each other with a lot of time and energy. It was something I knew I would regret due to the fact I have so much work on my plate, but if I can't take off time for my boy, what the fuck is the point?
I just want to be great, damnit. Why not have an empire with the entire world in the ridges and lines of my hand? As long as my JT all in, I'm all in. He told me that -- don't give up. I know my chessboard rules. When you play the game, you play it to the end. I made a commitment as a Careerist to see this game to the end. I promised Marli that I wouldn't give up just because it gets hard. I'm not going to give up, ever, until I get what I fucking want. Have I ever settled for anything less than my own desires? Very rarely :)
Second company is driving me nuts -- setbacks in second quarter? NOT GOOD! Also, my development team is behind on our Christmas promotion. I know, it's only June...but November will be fucking here, and SEO doesn't wait for anyone. I'm trying to not flip out -- but pretty soon we'll be celebrating Independence Day -- I need to make sure that I have all of my campaigns in place before we pursue that.
Alright -- 1600 words, bed, then getting up to start my day earlier than today -- I didn't really swing into work until like fucking 7:30pm - craziness. I'll force myself to get into writing one way or another. I need to get over this fear that my writing game's off -- bitches are affecting my hustle with that negativity. I've been doing this shit for eight years -- I dream headlines. I'm breaking through the sticky tar of negativity of other people -- drives me nuts. Everybody has something to say about what I do, but no suggestions on what I need to that would be so much better. Like I said -- I'm trying to turn over a new page in my life.
I swear, I'm not TV ready -- if I counted all the times I swear in a post...that's a hell of a lot of fuckin' beeps. Somebody asked me once, "Jeez, do you kiss your mother with that mouth?" "No, but my boyfriend's head over heels from my killer French kiss!" LOL..
I think I want to get back into fanfiction soon. I've got like 3500 words for Clearing His Frustrations -- it's time to bring the sexy back! I love fluff and romance like anyone else, but I really need to get back to what I do best -- it's time to get things steamy again :) I sense this weekend will be fanfiction city if I can find the strength to really push through my day. I need to get back up to 16K word days again. :D Right now, I'm clearing 7-8K -- not bad, but if I wanted to be average I wouldn't be a copywriter, you know. I know, I know...being hard on myself.