Every Hour On the Hour Like the Weather Report...

May 25, 2010 07:32

I makes it rain, what can I say? :)

Been a while since I came bringin' much swagger, so I had to correct that. I even brought little latex glove wearin' Renji -- he's a smash hit at parties, what can I say? Looking at those latex-looking gloves is making my mind get all smutty. Ugh, I am the ONLY writer on the project until the 7th of fucking June! Yes, that means more money for me but I was hoping to actually use the gap between my contracts to take some damn time off! *cranky face* Of course, my client broke out the puppy eyes and was like omg Marisa I need your help and I was all PEANUT BUTTER SHOUNEN TIME in that motherfucker. big damn shounen hero, i be it. lol. However, I'm feeling a little reiatsu crushed but I've got JT taking care of stuff on this project which makes it much easier to bear -- awww. We're planning to move! Together! I'm SO fucking excited -- I mean, I don't know when because my life is chaos on steroids with a side order of crack, but ...JT! me! in the same fucking house! holy hell! *dance dance revolution!*

I gave an informal talk about confidence and the need to feel what you're actually saying. I mean, I'm a cocky girl -- I'll 100% admit that -- but I OWN it, damnit. you know what you're getting with me, and you're getting a whole lotta confident cocky bitch and you're going to love every fucking minute of it. I'm just convinced.

It's 7am...I'm still awake when I need to be sleeping. My plans have gone all to hell because ... they just have. I mean, the car - paying payroll - some necessary business things that must be paid -- everything is sort of flying at me at once. The fast times of the self employed girl, I swear.

I'm having a good time watching the pinstripe people try to outmanipulate and double cross me. Dude, if I can sit and keep my ground with Fortune 500 executives, I don't have a reason to fear anyone. I mean, I think I'm finally breaking my copywriting roadblock. I keep getting into bad thinking -- oh, this market is too hard! oh, I'll never write it perfectly! oh, the client will be mad. FUCK THAT NOISE. I've been wearin' my pinstripes since age 12 -- I run this shit well, and run this shit is what I intend to do. If that means that I have to tackle markets I'm not good at ... I'll suck it up. I wrote a fucking book on this shit -- I should know better than to second guess myself.

Ugh, my second book is delayed. more tomfuckery. I told the girl to take her time. I'm really not in a hurry because I'm dismantling my sales funnel and tweaking every last thing.

I have about 15K tomorrow...so it's time to sleep. I'll probably play Houdini for a while -- I really don't know when I'll be back, because like I said, i'm the only writer on deck. I miss y'all like fire misses burninatin' the countryside, but I gotta embrace my inner magician and vanish for a little while longer. <3!

zoom zoom, dear gravity, peanut butter shounen tiem, moving you forward like toyota!, pinstripe proud and loving it, wish me luck, poking fun at myself, miss y'all like crazy, in before sleep bitch sleep, now that's a free bitch baby, good morning ichigooooooooo, careerism, this shit is bananas, chargin mah caffeine and my laz0rs, the great paper chase, big damn hero, can't be busted, positivity, xanatos speed chess in action

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