small victories and big breakthroughs

May 14, 2010 08:08

went into town yesterday without freaking out - go me. just decided that I'm not going to lose my shit over these bitches -- I've got my eyes set on something much much higher -- if I keep to this current chessboard, your girl's gonna be moving next year. I really don't want to buy yet -- wouldn't mind sitting on property but 1) debt to income ratio is not to my liking and 2) i want to move around too much to hold onto anything. I do like the inventory and I've already got a few realtors I know that I'll work with -- the plus of what I do is that I'm never lacking experts of all stripes, hooray.

big plans for this house tho -- our landlord is a sweetie that is letting me paint! i don't want to have carpeting or tile or anything put in -- it's tempting but I'd rather not pimp the place out unless JT and I follow through and purchase the unit. Considering where it's sitting, I really don't want to do that -- the area won't rent high enough for the amount of work the property will need -- yep, already checked. plus, they want more than what this place is honestly worth. landlord asked me if I knew anyone and even told me she'd cut me a deal if I wanted to consider it -- first and foremost, this would be an investor property and JT & I will most likely form another corporate structure to handle our joint real estate holdings.

Sorry, always thinking about my next deal. I'm in serious chessboard mode -- oh god, it's hell week all over again. 50K words thereabouts -- probably closer to 65K. 35K of that is mission crit, get it done shit. the rest is just me stacking for a rainy day. I'm becoming more of a saver / conscious spender in many ways. I'm out of the phase where I need to save save save and worry worry worry -- I made it out of the hurricane, but I've lost 95% of my stuff. so I have to buy everything - oh yes, everything completely new. I'm tired of replacing hair dryers and towel racks and shoes -- I lost my tall boots in that tomfuckery too.

600 words to close this current project -- then shower, pick up clothes and stuff -- going to get Nicole at about 11am -- we should finish by 3pm, just in time for her little girl to get home from school. that gives me time to sleep / finish copy before my best client comes back online :)

i'm feeling good, just tired. oh, and Vicky's Secret doesn't love my boobs :( as I knew would happen, the walking and exercising has me down to a 42DD -- not that VS has anything good in that size! it's all like fulllll coverage -- the boob version of like, granny panties -- what the fuck is up with that shit. The highest I've seen is a 40DD - OUCH - I need that high band size right now - maybe as I keep working out. I'm pretty happy all things considered with the exercise plan -- by the time I'm finished I'm going to have a fierrrrrrce lil' plus sized body -- more athletic, toned. I'm not a naturally small girl -- I just want to be well toned - maybe Crystal Renn's slightly heavier sister? scares the hell out of me size 12 is plus size for modeling -- damn damn damn... (edit: did check out the obvious plus size haunts -- I just like peeking over in 'normal size' land here and there i guess -- Frederick's is showing my boobs a good time, apparently... and how can I forget Hips and Curves - my favorite store -- been ordering there since the end of '06...love them)

gotta bounce. keep it sexy while I'm gone...

oh yeah. lord have mercy do I owe y'all some fanfiction. i haven't forgotten -- trying to clear out my sched -- clearing that 60K would actually give me some breathing room in a big way :)

zoom zoom, what would aizen sousuke do, comfy in my skin, peanut butter shounen tiem, fun on the run, pinstripe proud and loving it, can't catch me, too lazy to make real taglist, run run run

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