The Unexpected, and The Road Away from Chaos
I went to bed at 2:30 ...ended up waking up around now, mainly to write a script and get my thoughts together. So far, I'm on the right path and things are a lot less...hmm, rushed than they were. I didn't make a deadline...and yeah, I lost the other half of the sale.
Then something interesting happened -- I went to bed and woke up to find a TON of claimed orders. I realized that once I was able to let go of this toxic client, it opened up a world to access....and I did the math...I didn't lose anything -- no losses, given the amount of workt hat was pushed my way.
I prretty much...I'm going to go to sleep again. I'm going to sit and write scripts and copy and what have you. But I'm okay. I'm alive. I went to sleep, and I realized that...nothing exploded. Stuff is repairable. Yeah, some of the stuff he said in the email cut me a little bit (I was honest about all of my delays and I realize that it doesn't make me right, but he acts like I never bothered to check in.
So :) the only big pressing things i have today is a salesletter and a video. *sighs with relief* I'm going to sleep, wake up, eat something substantial and get this shit out of the way.
I appreciate y'alls support -- oh -- everybody in this circle needs to give pb_cookie hugs and little Renji origami -- she took care of this week's post over at remedial_bleach -- and it's fucking badass as expected. Why yes, she even brought the Tatsuki -- a woman after my own heart, and I'm not just talking about our purple haired schoolgirl here, people. Thanks, pb_c!
I finished Leverage Season 2 over lun-dinner-fast, and the last episode made me sad. Oh, Nate. THO! Finally Nate/Sophie kiss -- ABOUT TIME, FUCKERS. Damn shiptease bullshit. *grumbles*
I'll be back around later :) and self, why so cheesy? I'm singing along to the ending theme from Kuroshitsuji, Becca's "I'm Alive!"
i'm alive
i'm alive
i'm alive
oh yeah!
between the good and bad's where you'll find me - reaching for heaven!
Y'all, I seriously can't thank ya enough for being so supportive this past week. I'm still going to have to roll up my sleeves, but I hope to be back fully by next Thursday. Trust me, when I'm back - y'all will know ;) Much <3!
Then something interesting happened -- I went to bed and woke up to find a TON of claimed orders. I realized that once I was able to let go of this toxic client, it opened up a world to access....and I did the math...I didn't lose anything -- no losses, given the amount of workt hat was pushed my way.
I prretty much...I'm going to go to sleep again. I'm going to sit and write scripts and copy and what have you. But I'm okay. I'm alive. I went to sleep, and I realized that...nothing exploded. Stuff is repairable. Yeah, some of the stuff he said in the email cut me a little bit (I was honest about all of my delays and I realize that it doesn't make me right, but he acts like I never bothered to check in.
So :) the only big pressing things i have today is a salesletter and a video. *sighs with relief* I'm going to sleep, wake up, eat something substantial and get this shit out of the way.
I appreciate y'alls support -- oh -- everybody in this circle needs to give pb_cookie hugs and little Renji origami -- she took care of this week's post over at remedial_bleach -- and it's fucking badass as expected. Why yes, she even brought the Tatsuki -- a woman after my own heart, and I'm not just talking about our purple haired schoolgirl here, people. Thanks, pb_c!
I finished Leverage Season 2 over lun-dinner-fast, and the last episode made me sad. Oh, Nate. THO! Finally Nate/Sophie kiss -- ABOUT TIME, FUCKERS. Damn shiptease bullshit. *grumbles*
I'll be back around later :) and self, why so cheesy? I'm singing along to the ending theme from Kuroshitsuji, Becca's "I'm Alive!"
i'm alive
i'm alive
i'm alive
oh yeah!
between the good and bad's where you'll find me - reaching for heaven!
Y'all, I seriously can't thank ya enough for being so supportive this past week. I'm still going to have to roll up my sleeves, but I hope to be back fully by next Thursday. Trust me, when I'm back - y'all will know ;) Much <3!