my back sucks

[marisaiverson]

I hate having back issues. Of course I only have issues when I am really stressed out. This week would rank pretty high on the stressful scale. I don't know what I am doing with myself. I want sunshine, this stormy weather makes me unhappy. I don't know how many lists I have floating around about what I need to do. It is all a swirl of thoughts in my head. I look and feel like shit. I am giving up on actually trying to look presentable. I just want to pass my classes at this point. I don't feel prepared for my philosophy test.

I'm frustrated that nothing I do can fill this void in my heart. Nothing ever turns out like it you think it will. What am i doing? Nostalgia never got anyone anywhere.