liffe
hey guys!!!
did everyone have a good weekend? i hope so.. mine was pretty good... i dont know, a lot of things have been on my mind and i really am finding myself to be immature with all this, i never know what to think of certain situations, i never know if i should be mad, or if im over reacting, or what i should do...i know this doesnt really seem like it makes sense but really, i hate not knowing how you should act.
I have realized i need to change the way i act to certain people, and if people think im beign fake im not, soemtimes people need to change in order to make life more positive, i have been trying really hard to change for certain people and i have figured out that it helps a lot, but soemtimes theres always that thing that other peopel wont notice. I mean the things i hold on, and dotn say, and act, just to make other peoples life easier, and they dont even notice or appreciate it, really sucks.
I really hope people start being considerate because right now, im feeling realllly insecure with some people, and im not fishing for compliments, i do, soemtimes i feel like i have no friends and nobody really likes me, i know i have friends but its not always that im thinking about.
well anyways.. this week was pretty fun, kyleen spent it with me, theres things i wish i did or w/e but oh well, thanks kyleen for being there for me and dealing with my problems, i know its not always easy seeing ur best friend cry... i love you
i really want to go to prom, but i only want to go with 1 person, and im not saying i would get asked just if i did, i would probably say no unless it was that 1 person, but it doesnt matter cuz im not goign to get asked, but it would be reallly fun to go, and i hope everyone gets to go with who they want, because prom is something u want to share with soemone special. sadies is like friends, and so is most fo the dances, but prom, thats something u want to be with someone u have feeligns for.... those are my thoughts
live journal shout outs
KYleen- for being a beautiful friend and being with me this weekend
alix and jessie- for hanging with me friday, and im sorry alix for ur speeding ticket<3.. i love u.. and jessie.. u will get athletics next year!.. i can feel it!
tanya-i missed u this weekend.. and i need all my shit from your car... cant wait to hang out when u get back!
brosnon- it was fun hanging out with u for a lil this week... im glad we're cool.. and you are interested in the weirdest moveis ever...
kyle- for... umm.. hiding my report card.. being a best friend, and um winning spirit, and listenign to my problems
meghan- for being strong and caring for me so much
i love you all!!!<3
did everyone have a good weekend? i hope so.. mine was pretty good... i dont know, a lot of things have been on my mind and i really am finding myself to be immature with all this, i never know what to think of certain situations, i never know if i should be mad, or if im over reacting, or what i should do...i know this doesnt really seem like it makes sense but really, i hate not knowing how you should act.
I have realized i need to change the way i act to certain people, and if people think im beign fake im not, soemtimes people need to change in order to make life more positive, i have been trying really hard to change for certain people and i have figured out that it helps a lot, but soemtimes theres always that thing that other peopel wont notice. I mean the things i hold on, and dotn say, and act, just to make other peoples life easier, and they dont even notice or appreciate it, really sucks.
I really hope people start being considerate because right now, im feeling realllly insecure with some people, and im not fishing for compliments, i do, soemtimes i feel like i have no friends and nobody really likes me, i know i have friends but its not always that im thinking about.
well anyways.. this week was pretty fun, kyleen spent it with me, theres things i wish i did or w/e but oh well, thanks kyleen for being there for me and dealing with my problems, i know its not always easy seeing ur best friend cry... i love you
i really want to go to prom, but i only want to go with 1 person, and im not saying i would get asked just if i did, i would probably say no unless it was that 1 person, but it doesnt matter cuz im not goign to get asked, but it would be reallly fun to go, and i hope everyone gets to go with who they want, because prom is something u want to share with soemone special. sadies is like friends, and so is most fo the dances, but prom, thats something u want to be with someone u have feeligns for.... those are my thoughts
live journal shout outs
KYleen- for being a beautiful friend and being with me this weekend
alix and jessie- for hanging with me friday, and im sorry alix for ur speeding ticket<3.. i love u.. and jessie.. u will get athletics next year!.. i can feel it!
tanya-i missed u this weekend.. and i need all my shit from your car... cant wait to hang out when u get back!
brosnon- it was fun hanging out with u for a lil this week... im glad we're cool.. and you are interested in the weirdest moveis ever...
kyle- for... umm.. hiding my report card.. being a best friend, and um winning spirit, and listenign to my problems
meghan- for being strong and caring for me so much
i love you all!!!<3