I never sleep anymore!!! =0 )
Wow... I can honestly say that I NEVER get sleep anymore... I am just so used to not going to bed until very early in the mornings that I can’t get out of that slump... here it is almost 7AM and I have not been to bed that kills me cause I will sleep until freaking 1 or 2 or 3 or so on... anyways... gosh tonight or this morning I guess would be a better way to put it... I have been doing freaking key terms for my traditional European cuisine class... I have 131 of them and there is gonna be like 10 on the test but we don’t know which 10 outta all those... that fucking SUCKS ass... cause some of them are just a few words different... shew... gosh... I can say that I am still keeping my 3.5 GPA! Wooters for me... that does make me happy... This class im in now is kicking my ass... shew... anyways... I am getting used to being away from home finally... it was super hard at first... I am getting used to living in the city.. Waking up to the sound of fire trucks and cops.... trains... one things that is really freaking common here is DRUNK people.. Gosh... one thing that I still can’t get used however is creepy people... those people who look at you and your like RUN!... I have saw a few... I do however carry MACE with me everywhere most of the time!!... you can never be to safe around here.. Or so Im learning... Im no longer in a little town where there is good people around every corner... I do miss that though...
AND.. I do miss all my family so much... and all my friends! When I come in I just go around and visit all my family and some friends!!... I don’t like being away from them!.. but good experiences come out of going away... I have already learned so much about myself... I mean its different once you are completely in control of your life and what you do and when it gets done!!... I think everyone needs to experience that!...
SPEAKING OF FAMILY!!!!!!!!!------******There is one thing that I have to voice on being excited about... my baby niece ZOE will be born pretty soon and I just can’t even wait... im gonna spoil that kid rotten... I already just buy little cute things whenever I see them... im gonna have to get a job just to buy her stuff!! I just can’t wait for her to get here... I can say that she should already consider herself lucky that she is getting born into a family that LOVES HER so freaking much already!!... I know she is going to be so beautiful because look at her mother!!..
Me and brandon are doing really good!* aside from me missing him like crazy.. Its hard to be away.. I miss holding hands and getting hugs most of all!!... I can say that since I have been away there have been some doubts that I could make it work... but it seems as each day passes that we just get closer and closer... he is there for me no matter what... I think that if it is meant to be then it will keep working out wonderful the way it has been! I have to say that the way I go about it is taking it one day at a time!... we don’t fight... im not a jealous person.. I trust him 100%.. I don’t care if he goes out and I would never dare tell him that he could not talk to anybody that he wants... that is his choice... I know him... he would never ever hurt me like that... I think that is a lot of why it is working so well.. We trust each other... we know each other and we would not hurt each other like that!.. all I can say is right now im in love and that is really all that matters!... I love you dumplin! Haha = 0 )
ANYWAYS!... I think that is really about it for right now!!... im really gonna go try and get some sleep.. Im really gonna work on updating more often!!...
Love yea guys!
Marisa cathalene
I LOVE THIS SONG!!!***
PHOTOGRAPH
NICKELBACK!!
Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red?
And what the hell is on Joey’s head?
This is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneakin’ out
This is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must’ve done it half a dozen times
I wonder if it’s too late
Should I go back and try to graduate
Life’s better now than it was back then
If I was them, I wouldn’t let me in
Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It’s hard to say
It’s time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say
It’s time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye
Remember the old arcade
Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops hated us hangin’ out
They say somebody went and burned it down
We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we’d know
We said someday we’d find out how it feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel
Kim’s the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She’s had a couple of kids since then
I haven’t seen her since God knows when
I miss that town
I miss their faces
You can’t erase
You can’t replace it
I miss it now
I can’t believe it
So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it
If I could relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change
Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
Every time I do it makes me
AND.. I do miss all my family so much... and all my friends! When I come in I just go around and visit all my family and some friends!!... I don’t like being away from them!.. but good experiences come out of going away... I have already learned so much about myself... I mean its different once you are completely in control of your life and what you do and when it gets done!!... I think everyone needs to experience that!...
SPEAKING OF FAMILY!!!!!!!!!------******There is one thing that I have to voice on being excited about... my baby niece ZOE will be born pretty soon and I just can’t even wait... im gonna spoil that kid rotten... I already just buy little cute things whenever I see them... im gonna have to get a job just to buy her stuff!! I just can’t wait for her to get here... I can say that she should already consider herself lucky that she is getting born into a family that LOVES HER so freaking much already!!... I know she is going to be so beautiful because look at her mother!!..
Me and brandon are doing really good!* aside from me missing him like crazy.. Its hard to be away.. I miss holding hands and getting hugs most of all!!... I can say that since I have been away there have been some doubts that I could make it work... but it seems as each day passes that we just get closer and closer... he is there for me no matter what... I think that if it is meant to be then it will keep working out wonderful the way it has been! I have to say that the way I go about it is taking it one day at a time!... we don’t fight... im not a jealous person.. I trust him 100%.. I don’t care if he goes out and I would never dare tell him that he could not talk to anybody that he wants... that is his choice... I know him... he would never ever hurt me like that... I think that is a lot of why it is working so well.. We trust each other... we know each other and we would not hurt each other like that!.. all I can say is right now im in love and that is really all that matters!... I love you dumplin! Haha = 0 )
ANYWAYS!... I think that is really about it for right now!!... im really gonna go try and get some sleep.. Im really gonna work on updating more often!!...
Love yea guys!
Marisa cathalene
I LOVE THIS SONG!!!***
PHOTOGRAPH
NICKELBACK!!
Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red?
And what the hell is on Joey’s head?
This is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneakin’ out
This is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must’ve done it half a dozen times
I wonder if it’s too late
Should I go back and try to graduate
Life’s better now than it was back then
If I was them, I wouldn’t let me in
Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It’s hard to say
It’s time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say
It’s time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye
Remember the old arcade
Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops hated us hangin’ out
They say somebody went and burned it down
We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we’d know
We said someday we’d find out how it feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel
Kim’s the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She’s had a couple of kids since then
I haven’t seen her since God knows when
I miss that town
I miss their faces
You can’t erase
You can’t replace it
I miss it now
I can’t believe it
So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it
If I could relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change
Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
Every time I do it makes me