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Dec 05, 2005 12:41

hey reader`s .. well 2day has suked big time .. my g-mas a total bitch .. i hate her so fukin` much .. 2day i woke ^ to all her yelling nd screaming .. juss bcuz my mom does`nt wanna pay her $50 2 take care of mii .. i`m old enuff wtf its her own daughter .. but then agen she hates her ! my poor mother .. cries all the time bcuz of that ..but i do admit she`s extremely strong .. she HAS gotten used 2 all of this hatred so she finds no use in crying nemore .. imagine your own mother hating u ? i noe i`d die if my mother would hate mii ... that`s why i <33 her so much .. bcuz she gives me so much love and does so much for mii .. and she`s doing it all alone .. w/ out a man next 2 her .. my father is an asshole nd he does`nt deserve to be called a father. .. he does`nt even bother looking 4 jackie nd i since we moved 2 florida .. he does`nt care .. but nor do we .. we`ve moved on .. nd i now sit here crying 4 all the shyt that`s been going on in my lyfe w/ my g-ma .. she`s the biggest cold-hearted bitch i`ve never met in my lyfe .. she does`nt care for any one but herself nd my asshole uncle ! he`s another stupid asshole .. i <33 my mother so much .. gosh u guys don`t imagine how much i <33 her. .. i juss had 2 kiss her rite now .. nd give her the biggest hug .. juss 2 let her noe that i DO <33 her more then i <33 nebodii else .. nd i DO care 4 her . .nd wen ever she needs mii i`ll be there 4 her .. bcuz i noe that she does tha same 4 mii all tha time .. wenever i get in2 a fight w/ my prima .. or w/ jackie .. or i cry about personal things she`s there .. :)so yeah .. that`s all i`ve got 2 say .. so i relly doubt that wen i get home 4rm skool . my gma will be opening tha door 4 jackie nd i .. so i pray that my aunt lets us go untill my mom gets home 4 werk .. tho i feel so bad asking that .. but shes tha onlii 1 i`d want 2 stay w/ i <33 her so much .. nd i noe she cares 4 mii 2 .. nd prima .. joel .. rey .. jackie .. even gabriel .. i noe they all care 4 mii so much .. nd i care 4 them all the same way .. i <33 them all so much nd i thank them 4 so much fun nd lauphs nd love in my lyfe .. so .. yeah .. that`s pretty much it .. thx everybodii 4 hearing mii out .. plz feel free 2 comment .. nd give mii advice .. i relly need all my friends rite now .. more than ever .. i <33 u all .. thx 4 reading .. <33
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