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Today is Friday so I probably won't update in a while. Last night was rather... I dont know. I kept on making myself upset. Pissed me off as well. I hate it when I think alot. Put up the x-mas tree. It was fun. my mom and I actually got along. I made my own little x-mas tree as well. Its cute. I walked around outside for like and hour in nothing but boxers and a beater so I would get reallllly cold then I got in the bath. Felt sooo good. Talked to lauren for a little bit. I have no comment good nor bad about that. Talked to Kitty and Sam. made me smile. i miss them so much. mini and I went and did our own little thing. I miss her too. She always saves me. I liked our talk as I walked her to spanish. No matter what she always finds a way to make me feel better. You know what the really shitty things about having a history of cutting? When something actually cuts you on accident there is always that someone that doesnt believe you. But whatever. I'm done with all of that. Well I guess I'll go. lauren is tormenting me.