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so lately, i've had time to think.... and we all know THAT is NEVER a good thing. EVER.
I've actually come to think that I bear a certain significance in this world. no, it's not to start my own religion, or screw up in a major way that ends civilization as we know it. I've always said my goal in life is everlasting glory. when "Troy" came out, i felt exactly as Achilles did. I want to be remembered.
But in another view of it, I've realized something. Many... or rather all of you... will not believe me when i say i have very vivid dreams. I can remember many things from them. But the scary thing that you really won't ever believe me on is that i seem to have a warning hidden in the dream. I can dream of a place or situation, and later I will actually play it out.
No, i'm not hopped up on anything.
Anyways, bottom line: I've come to think that I have a specific purpose. A purpose that will perhaps give me the fame I crave so much... but at the same time not let me see my children grow up.
No, this isn't some lame-ass suicide note, nor am I trying to freak people.
Just wanna let you know, so that when people start talkin about me, you all can say "hey, i knew the bastard."
-El Mario
P.S. All's well, school's fine, still no relationships, the truck is still in tip top shape, and i'm overall a happy camper.
I've actually come to think that I bear a certain significance in this world. no, it's not to start my own religion, or screw up in a major way that ends civilization as we know it. I've always said my goal in life is everlasting glory. when "Troy" came out, i felt exactly as Achilles did. I want to be remembered.
But in another view of it, I've realized something. Many... or rather all of you... will not believe me when i say i have very vivid dreams. I can remember many things from them. But the scary thing that you really won't ever believe me on is that i seem to have a warning hidden in the dream. I can dream of a place or situation, and later I will actually play it out.
No, i'm not hopped up on anything.
Anyways, bottom line: I've come to think that I have a specific purpose. A purpose that will perhaps give me the fame I crave so much... but at the same time not let me see my children grow up.
No, this isn't some lame-ass suicide note, nor am I trying to freak people.
Just wanna let you know, so that when people start talkin about me, you all can say "hey, i knew the bastard."
-El Mario
P.S. All's well, school's fine, still no relationships, the truck is still in tip top shape, and i'm overall a happy camper.