*sigh*
I just had to clear a paper jam in the copier in 3 places. And now all my pages are probably out of order. And my soup is cold. It wasn't that good anyways. I have to say I'm not impressed with Progresso. I'm still tired from going to bed late Sunday nite and it being rainy yesterday. I really want to work on building Tank and Ann their dog house but no one to really help. I would love to do it myself but let's face it, my math is horrible construction wise and I wouldn't know where to start. But Ann was so happy sleeping in the warm car yesterday after obedience classes I wanted to keep her inside but knew in the back of my mind it wouldn't work out like Shadow and Sugar did. I'm working on a few things. Getting back into reading and got a better (hopefully) violin book so maybe I'll try learning that again. I'll be damned if I spent $150 on a kit and don't use it. My finances can't take that right now. My finances can hardly stand me going to McD's for lunch once a week. Which by the way I just got a large sweet tea like always and its in a much smaller cup. I got Jeff a double cheeseburger a couple weeks ago and it was $1.35 before tax!! Dollar menu my ass. I'm boycotting. Guess they had to think of some way to make back all that money they're giving away for Monopoly. I'm just generally pissed today. Old feelings are starting to come back and I'm trying to fight away others. Its too early to be acting like this. But its been drilled in my head to the point where no matter how many times outloud I contradict it, its still there. Maybe I need to hang out with friends more. Another reason why I won't get Facebook. You see people everyday on there so why do you need to physically hang out with them? Also, you lose that socialization and ability to socialize. People can't carry on a conversation in the normal way anymore. Its frustrating. I just want to talk to people, not type to them all day. I think I've lost this war. But I'm not giving in. If i wanted to stay in touch with someone that badly I would've done it, not seek them out online to reconnect. Screw you.