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He called me gorgeous. No one's ever called me gorgeous before. We had a great night on Saturday. actually the whole weekend was really great. we haven't had time like that together in a while. even our 4 year anniversary get-a-way unfortunately wasn't as great as i hoped it could've been with me being sick and moody and all. but its so nice to know he really loves me, no matter what, and he wants to fight and work for this just as much as i do. even though i didn't want a kid at first i see he'd be a great guy to have one with. he actually wants one. which is nice to know. but he really is the greatest guy in the world.
on a worse note, and i dont mean to sound like i'm looking for sympathy because i'm not, i should have handled this differently, but i have about $300 to pay before may or i'll get charged interest on it and $500 to pay before September or get charged on that. Not to mention about $300 miscellaneous i think i'm getting interest charged on now. I hate to ask my dad to take over the $500 payments cuz they're not due for a while yet, but jeff and i are looking at a house and will hopefully buy one in the next few months and i dont have this extra money to put out. sure, i have enough but i'm trying to keep my account above a certain amount just for safety. I'll see, things work themselves out.
Hope everyone is doing well.
I'll admit, i haven't listened to this whole song nor read the lyrics until i searched for it under Ultrabridge cuz i'm a dumbass. but its still a pretty song so I don't care what the lyrics are.
"Watch Over You"
Leaves are on the ground
Fall has come
Blue skies turning grey
Like my love
I tried to carry you
And make you whole
But it was never enough
I must go
[Chorus:]
Who is gonna save you
When I'm gone?
And who'll watch over you
When I'm gone?
You say you care for me
But hide it well
How can you love someone
And not yourself?
[Chorus]
And when I'm gone
Who will break your fall?
Who will you blame?
I can't go on
And let you lose it all
It's more than I can take
Who'll ease your pain?
Ease your pain
[Chorus:]
And Love is gonna save you
When I'm gone.
And I'll watch over you.
And I will give you strength
When you're not strong.
Who'll watch over you,
When I've gone away?
Snow is on the ground
Winters come
You long to hear my voice
But I'm long gone
on a worse note, and i dont mean to sound like i'm looking for sympathy because i'm not, i should have handled this differently, but i have about $300 to pay before may or i'll get charged interest on it and $500 to pay before September or get charged on that. Not to mention about $300 miscellaneous i think i'm getting interest charged on now. I hate to ask my dad to take over the $500 payments cuz they're not due for a while yet, but jeff and i are looking at a house and will hopefully buy one in the next few months and i dont have this extra money to put out. sure, i have enough but i'm trying to keep my account above a certain amount just for safety. I'll see, things work themselves out.
Hope everyone is doing well.
I'll admit, i haven't listened to this whole song nor read the lyrics until i searched for it under Ultrabridge cuz i'm a dumbass. but its still a pretty song so I don't care what the lyrics are.
"Watch Over You"
Leaves are on the ground
Fall has come
Blue skies turning grey
Like my love
I tried to carry you
And make you whole
But it was never enough
I must go
[Chorus:]
Who is gonna save you
When I'm gone?
And who'll watch over you
When I'm gone?
You say you care for me
But hide it well
How can you love someone
And not yourself?
[Chorus]
And when I'm gone
Who will break your fall?
Who will you blame?
I can't go on
And let you lose it all
It's more than I can take
Who'll ease your pain?
Ease your pain
[Chorus:]
And Love is gonna save you
When I'm gone.
And I'll watch over you.
And I will give you strength
When you're not strong.
Who'll watch over you,
When I've gone away?
Snow is on the ground
Winters come
You long to hear my voice
But I'm long gone