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Jan 23, 2008 12:37

 "Realize"

Take time to realize,
That your warmth is. Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.

But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you

If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other now.

Take time to realize
Oh-oh I'm on your side
Didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by.. Didn't I tell you

But I can't spell it out for you,
No its never gonna be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you.

If you just realized what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realized what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other now.

It's not always the same
No it's never the same
If you don't feel it too.
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.

If you just realized what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realized what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
Just realized what I just realized

Missed out on each other now
Missed out on each other now

Realize
Realize
Realize

Yeah so I think I'll just speak in song from now on.

But bits and pieces of it are true.

And I'm speaking of things I really shouldn't be speaking of with others. Just one other person. But I get the feeling not many people read my lj so I don't really care.  I find myself really wanting something at first I really didn't care about and I shouldn't be this stuck on it but seeing other people...I guess somehow it would make things a little less complicated. But with other big obstacles coming up, I'm finding myself asking myself if one should come before the other or if it really matters.

My insecurities are growing, and they're about me and the role I play. And seeing how other people act isn't helping. Then again my social anxiety is steadily getting worse. I don't mean to make it sound like I'm looking for sympathy, Im not. If i was I wouldn't be trying to overcome it. I am. In my own way. I don't want to add pressure, I want things to go the way they're supposed to go in their own time and place. Since I'm not such the religious type I'm morely along the lines of thinking "the universe will right itself" and i love karma.

Maybe I'm just overly tired from everything and worried that the coming months won't go the way I've been working so hard to make them go.

I'll stop now. I'll hear about this later.
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