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I guess you can say I've been seeing what Los Angeles has to offer. I haven't spent a lot of time here in my lifetime, New York will probably always be home to me, but it's been wonderful getting out around the city of Los Angeles and enjoying the differences between here and there.
I've been spending some time. With myself. With other people. I took Carrie out for drinks and dancing, I been out with Mika a couple more times. I miss these people. It's surreal to sit in the hotel room and watch the show or go hide out in the audience to watch everyone else go on with it when I was there only a few weeks before. Sure, I left for myself. For my best interest. But that doesn't mean I don't miss all of it greater than I can ever describe. I would have liked to have continued. But it was a risk. One I'm still unsure if I could have taken without having further regrets.
I have to check myself, remind myself that I was once part of this, or else I forget and get to feeling like other people forgot I was there too. I don't know, maybe it's 'cause I'm leaving LA around the end of the week that I'm getting all sensitive over some of this.
The show was fun tonight. I stuck around back and watch it from there. Showtunes. I don't know how well I would have pulled that off, man, but it was a great night to watch it live. The judges kept acting like it was boring, but I disagree so much. I loved every single minute. We got to really see who's really got some vocals out there. I stuck around for a little after the show, had some words with Constantine and made fun of him for making Paula fall in love with him, and I'm back at the hotel right now.
I'm going to be around after Wednesday's show. And I think this weekend, I'm hoping a flight to Germany with Keri Russell and she and I are going to hang out for a little bit. Usher asked me to be best man at his wedding, I talked her into being my date for the event. I'm going to keep an eye on her for about a week and make sure she doesn't change her mind on me.
I guess I'll see some of you at the show tomorrow. Good job to all of you tonight, I'm going to get some sleep.
I've been spending some time. With myself. With other people. I took Carrie out for drinks and dancing, I been out with Mika a couple more times. I miss these people. It's surreal to sit in the hotel room and watch the show or go hide out in the audience to watch everyone else go on with it when I was there only a few weeks before. Sure, I left for myself. For my best interest. But that doesn't mean I don't miss all of it greater than I can ever describe. I would have liked to have continued. But it was a risk. One I'm still unsure if I could have taken without having further regrets.
I have to check myself, remind myself that I was once part of this, or else I forget and get to feeling like other people forgot I was there too. I don't know, maybe it's 'cause I'm leaving LA around the end of the week that I'm getting all sensitive over some of this.
The show was fun tonight. I stuck around back and watch it from there. Showtunes. I don't know how well I would have pulled that off, man, but it was a great night to watch it live. The judges kept acting like it was boring, but I disagree so much. I loved every single minute. We got to really see who's really got some vocals out there. I stuck around for a little after the show, had some words with Constantine and made fun of him for making Paula fall in love with him, and I'm back at the hotel right now.
I'm going to be around after Wednesday's show. And I think this weekend, I'm hoping a flight to Germany with Keri Russell and she and I are going to hang out for a little bit. Usher asked me to be best man at his wedding, I talked her into being my date for the event. I'm going to keep an eye on her for about a week and make sure she doesn't change her mind on me.
I guess I'll see some of you at the show tomorrow. Good job to all of you tonight, I'm going to get some sleep.