Sep 02, 2005 17:48
What a crazy night last night...WOW, I haven't been called a slut since I was in high school!!! I guess, maybe, it was deserved but it definately hurt my feelings. I am actually greatful for Melissa flipping out because I realize how crazy guys make girls. I am done trying to find "the one" it will just happen.
I push too many things and get way too attacted...I am working on this problem! I am done with both Corey and Tony...we all know those realationships never would have worked anyway. It was fun for the summer...for the most part. I just get way too attached and into people TOO FUCKING FAST...
Having the sex drive of a man but the emotions of a woman SUCKS!!! I need to get over the nymph in me until I find someone who actually deserves it...
GLAD TO HAVE ALL MY FRIENDS HERE WITH ME ... I don't know what I'd do with out you guys...MWAH I'd do anything for any of you...I would die for each and every one of you.
So many memories from this summer and last year...so many to come I can't wait...we're making memories now...