Jun 09, 2005 03:05
Nick called me today...wtf mate? He asked why I never call him...I expalined as calmly as I could that I didn't want to come btw. him and his lover girl. I don't know why him calling upsets me still but it does. A part of me will always love Nick and I hate that. I wish I only had to fall in love once. I hate being hurt.
Other than that I had a really good day. I went to the beach with Molly, Emily, Joe, and Mike. I got a little bit burnt but I plan to go back tomorrow...Noah called me and we talked for a really long time, that was nice. Corey called too but he was suposed to call me yesterday and didn't...I then hung out at the pub for awhile and guess who was there? Chris...Melissa's hot brother! He told Molly that I was hot :)...there must be something with me and boys with shaggy hair (gotta love it)!
I have no motivation for anything lately! I started my job at Mancinos which is fun but I am scared of the pizza factor...I DO NOT WANT TO GET FATTER! Tomorrow I plan to take my test and go to the beach and hang out with Molly and Emily because it is there birthday! Kendra because I haven't seen her in a long ass time and Carrie for the same reason.
ALL OF YOU GUYS I MISS YOU!!!! COME BACK TO ME AT GRAND VALLEY....I can't deal with out you!