Everything has become a tremendous joke and that is the way it should stay
Today I spoke to a good friend of mind with whom I have not spoken to in sometime. She is going to college and would like to eventually become a lawyer which, I think is great. It was such a great feeling to know that everything was well with her and that her life is going the way she wanted it to. I have nothing but respect for the girl.
I have not written for some time now. I decided it is much easier to write in this than hunt throughout the house for some paper. Typing certainly is easier than writing and there are a lot less cramps to go along with it.
Anyways, the summer is coming to a close and my birthday is approaching in little less than two months. Hopefully by then I would have saved enough money to buy myself a new vehicle. Working a lot sure is paying off. It is nice to get a paycheck again. It is nice too, that I have also found a job I am willing to endure. I have only worked for a couple of weeks but it is as if I have never stopped. My year-long summer vacation was nice and all, but a bit lonesome. I am one of those people who definitely thrive on socializing but I needed to escape other people's lives in order to straighten mine out.
I find that I miss having friends and people that I can talk with. I like to hear how other people are doing and what they do with their lives.
There are a lot of nice people at the place I work. An eclectic mix of personalities, but all of them really cool. You get the occasional manipulator and slacker, but with my own character, I have no room for judgment.
The days seem long until they are over. Every day really does pass quickly. I find that I am growing impatient as the days go on. I want to get my life back. I want my own apartment again and my own vehicle. I want to rely on myself and not someone else. I would like to be married in the next two years and in the next five, have at least one child. It seems as if it is going to take forever. I am impatient because I know how fast life really does move and I am so afraid I am going to miss out on a lot of opportunities.
well, I will end this. Not sure as to what I should really say in here. But I will be back to write some more.
I have not written for some time now. I decided it is much easier to write in this than hunt throughout the house for some paper. Typing certainly is easier than writing and there are a lot less cramps to go along with it.
Anyways, the summer is coming to a close and my birthday is approaching in little less than two months. Hopefully by then I would have saved enough money to buy myself a new vehicle. Working a lot sure is paying off. It is nice to get a paycheck again. It is nice too, that I have also found a job I am willing to endure. I have only worked for a couple of weeks but it is as if I have never stopped. My year-long summer vacation was nice and all, but a bit lonesome. I am one of those people who definitely thrive on socializing but I needed to escape other people's lives in order to straighten mine out.
I find that I miss having friends and people that I can talk with. I like to hear how other people are doing and what they do with their lives.
There are a lot of nice people at the place I work. An eclectic mix of personalities, but all of them really cool. You get the occasional manipulator and slacker, but with my own character, I have no room for judgment.
The days seem long until they are over. Every day really does pass quickly. I find that I am growing impatient as the days go on. I want to get my life back. I want my own apartment again and my own vehicle. I want to rely on myself and not someone else. I would like to be married in the next two years and in the next five, have at least one child. It seems as if it is going to take forever. I am impatient because I know how fast life really does move and I am so afraid I am going to miss out on a lot of opportunities.
well, I will end this. Not sure as to what I should really say in here. But I will be back to write some more.