p.s.
i haven't eaten all day and i feel like shit. i need someone to talk to, but i don't really know who to go to. i can think of at least one reason not to go to each person who pops into my head. don't get me wrong, i have amazing friends, and close ones, and quite a few of them, and i love them to death, but lately i feel very isolated. i know a lot of that is what i've been doing to myself, like it's my fault, but still... i just want to crawl into a little hole and stop breathing.
i think tomorrow will be better.
and hopefully tonight my pancheros and lifetime movie curled up in my comfy bed will make me feel better. hopefully.
once again, and i do really mean this: happy valentine's day, everyone.
and thank you so so so much to everyone who's been there for me lately. you know who you are. i wouldn't be here without you. love you guys.
i think tomorrow will be better.
and hopefully tonight my pancheros and lifetime movie curled up in my comfy bed will make me feel better. hopefully.
once again, and i do really mean this: happy valentine's day, everyone.
and thank you so so so much to everyone who's been there for me lately. you know who you are. i wouldn't be here without you. love you guys.