im a blood letter!
I donated blood today!! and i hate needles!! but i guess it wasnt too bad, they updated on their ways of pricking your finger to test for iron. it was this little automated blade and i hardly felt anything. but the guy said the needle to draw my blood would hurt less, yeah right!! that made me jerk a little and hurt!! but i did it, i also signed up to be a bone marrow donor. im proud of my achievements, and hopefully i will save someones life!! ^^ and the guy i talked to was really nice and he knows stuff about wolf hybrids too! but alas, hes married. oh well though! i can see myself becoming more confident with the opposite sex and it feels neat! like today when i was buying a collection of some of yeats poetry, i had a conversation with the cashier guy. oooh!! lol, im so stupid! lol! but what was neat about was that i was the one that initiated it, and i like that side of me. i can really feel myself changing into a more sexually mature person, to a certain extent of course. maybe this new year wont be as bad as i thought? but if i am going to change, then im sure i will experience some hard times, but every year has those, its just that i think these hurdles i am going to face are going to be on a more mature level, but i think i am ready to handle them. now i really cant wait until school starts! especially since i know people there and they can introduce me to others and i can become more active! maybe i can convince them to give blood too?! hehe! my arm still feels sore...but im happy! and at the same time, kind of depressed, oh well...