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Well it's 12:10am and my neighbor upstairs is STILL hammering. I mean what could you possibly hang up on these walls? Aren't we bound in concrete?
So today in school I realized if I sit still in class.. in silence.. long enough, my students first think I'm angry.. and then jump on top of me. It's a good way to past the time. I also realized how much my kids love my hair.. especially the boys.. oddly enough. If I let them run a muck too long with it they end up eating it.. like today... and it was kinda gross. Well I'd say I'm doing a great job in the classroom.
Hot yoga has been a disaster ever since I've been off the meds.. I mean it's not a pseudo-mental thing.. it is a pain in my entire body kind of thing.. I try to push myself now and I end up pulling something eevverryy time, I'm dizzy, there just isn't that magic something that literally holds my body up... my balance is just a joke, I can't stand it.. I seriously can't stand myself in that class sometimes and then I get angry.. ugg It's just really frustrating, because I know how good it can feel and my body is getting in the way, if that makes any sense.
I keep thinking time will slow down eventually while being in Korea.. but quite the opposite is still taking place.. the time just keeps going faster.. it's kind of like I AM time traveling, I'm stuck in a circle that just never ends and I could always jump off, but I'm just not ready yet. Honestly I think everyone should try it.. it's CRAZY!!
Sadly the wind has officially turned cold.. I don't mind still cold weather.. but whyyyy whhhhyyyy does it have to be windy? Well at least this will be the end of cockroaches!! :)
So today in school I realized if I sit still in class.. in silence.. long enough, my students first think I'm angry.. and then jump on top of me. It's a good way to past the time. I also realized how much my kids love my hair.. especially the boys.. oddly enough. If I let them run a muck too long with it they end up eating it.. like today... and it was kinda gross. Well I'd say I'm doing a great job in the classroom.
Hot yoga has been a disaster ever since I've been off the meds.. I mean it's not a pseudo-mental thing.. it is a pain in my entire body kind of thing.. I try to push myself now and I end up pulling something eevverryy time, I'm dizzy, there just isn't that magic something that literally holds my body up... my balance is just a joke, I can't stand it.. I seriously can't stand myself in that class sometimes and then I get angry.. ugg It's just really frustrating, because I know how good it can feel and my body is getting in the way, if that makes any sense.
I keep thinking time will slow down eventually while being in Korea.. but quite the opposite is still taking place.. the time just keeps going faster.. it's kind of like I AM time traveling, I'm stuck in a circle that just never ends and I could always jump off, but I'm just not ready yet. Honestly I think everyone should try it.. it's CRAZY!!
Sadly the wind has officially turned cold.. I don't mind still cold weather.. but whyyyy whhhhyyyy does it have to be windy? Well at least this will be the end of cockroaches!! :)