What to do now?
Truly, I'm glad I get some more time to figure things out for myself before I go off to the other side of the country for five months. But still, its stupid little things like leaving the lj community for the program I should have been in, because I didn't make it. Or seeing people get accepted that I've been talking with and waiting along side during this whole process. I'm happy for them, of course, but its still such a kick in the face.
I really want to try to find something incredible to do in the meantime, before applying again, so I don't feel such an insane void every day when I wake up in Austin instead of Orlando. Its like yeah, i'll try again and its not a big deal, but I've been basically planning the next year in accordance with not being here and now I'll be here, which is great, but I can't figure out what to do with myself.
I even looked at the websites for Six Flags, Schlitterbahn and Sea World, trying to find some job that'll make me feel a bit closer. Six Flags even has a show that is pretty much a rip off of HSM, but theyre not hiring. Maybe in the fall... who knows.
The good news is, I'll have lots of time to work with Mary Ann and the Shaky Hands and run around the state on a tour. That's going to be such a blasttt.
I really want to try to find something incredible to do in the meantime, before applying again, so I don't feel such an insane void every day when I wake up in Austin instead of Orlando. Its like yeah, i'll try again and its not a big deal, but I've been basically planning the next year in accordance with not being here and now I'll be here, which is great, but I can't figure out what to do with myself.
I even looked at the websites for Six Flags, Schlitterbahn and Sea World, trying to find some job that'll make me feel a bit closer. Six Flags even has a show that is pretty much a rip off of HSM, but theyre not hiring. Maybe in the fall... who knows.
The good news is, I'll have lots of time to work with Mary Ann and the Shaky Hands and run around the state on a tour. That's going to be such a blasttt.