Hold on...hold on to yourself, for this is gona hurt like hell...

Oct 17, 2002 22:02

*siiiiiiiiigh* I'm so, so sorry about last night. I should explain.
First of all, I'm not mad at anyone. *hugs*
What happened was that I haven't been getting a lot of sleep the past few nights, and haven't been feeling the greatest. Emotionally I was fine - I've decided that the Olympics and the surrounding events are officially over now, it's to draining to think about it all the time - but physically I was not fine. I just wouldn't admit it to myself, I ignored it. So I saw Alexei's post and the comments, and what I didn't know was that my brain was out to get me. So, my brain twisted the words until I felt like I should be sorry for posting the joking self promotion. I'm so sorry for acting the way I did.
I...I fainted this morning. Meh, that's so embarrassing. I don't even quite know why I fainted, it just happened. Lack of sleep? Mental and physical exhaustion? I slept most of the day today, and I'm feeling a bit better. Let's hope so, we're leaving for Skate America in a few days.

My offer still stands - friend Patrick, and I'll give you a Not Guilty shirt.

Which reminds me - I'm still Not Guilty.;) Yeeeeeeeeeeha!

Gwendal's been talking a lot about starting a family lately. He got me thinking about it too. I really do want to start a family. Before, I had said I wanted only one or two kids, but now I'm not so sure. Maybe I'd like a big family?

Totally random, but I was listening to the song "Dignified and Old" earlier today, an the one line goes "Someday we'll be dignified and old together" and I got the funniest mental picture of Gwendal and I with white hair, sitting on rocking chairs talking about the good old days...that gave me a really good laugh. Go ahead, try to picture it!

Slathering billycrickets! You are
48% insane! Partly holding it together, partly on the edge-you're like a pig on a highwire, cute and stinky but a potential danger to yourself and others. Most people think you have a "dark side," and they're not referring to the part of you that's in the shade on a sunny day. You're definitely not a vegetarian, except maybe when you're eating. You like leafy meats. Do not run with scissors while operating heavy donkeys.
Sanity test
LOL
I'll really try to do better at commenting!:)
Love, Marina
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