Sep 19, 2006 23:38
i just dont know about somethings these days, i have like a fucking billion thoughts going through my head and no time to grasp any of them, i have so much i want to write about but i need some more music, im feelin a little indecisive with a few things but who wouldnt be at this point in time, i dont know if i want responsablity cause i probly wont get any respect from any of my peers, but ill learn how to deal and cross that bridge when its made....
i wonder about whats going on sometimes with everything, each day i hope a message would come through, but time goes by so fast along with memory, i can remember a few things, a smile, a cold fall night, those eyes, now they are all gone in a haze of failed daydreams that use to fill my head, they are now just the ghost of you and i, to never get out the crypt where they lay to rest, i ache, what more can i say, ive said enough to fill a thousand books but still silence between us, you will never read this because i dont exist in your universe, but you forgot, you forgot all that was, ill never forget ill just supress....